my blogging adventure begins.....

Well today is the first day...

Ive been inspired to blog, by one of my dearest friends... dani leanne. I haven't really thought about what direction my blogging will go..... At this particular juncture in time I am missing my dearest dani. Maybe that is why have felt so compelled to do this. Right now I just think I'm ready for a change... Something more permanent than changing my house around or chopping off all my hair... I feel like I've started the oh-so-interesting journey of soul-searching.

So many things having been happening in my life.... I am currently contemplating many things. Beginning with the sale of my home and my life here in Washington. Part of me has been desire a different life... A different location. I have contemplated Australia, with one of my other dearest, miss astrid. God knows that would be an adventure of a lifetime..... I have been thinking about a visit to Jamaica to see my dani leanne..... And many a times I have thought of going for a sabbatical on the Big Island with myshell..... Michaela originated that thought, but do to her recent venture back home it is just michelle with the manarays. Unfortunately my true nature is not so spontaneous... I condemn the fact that I am so much more practical then that... Then to pick up and go, without a care in the world. Without the thought of what I might miss out on once I'm gone. In my true nature I'm so absorbed with the "practical" things in my life, that I feel like I will never know the real "value" in not caring.... Not caring about the mortgage, the bills, the credit that I have established.... The "value" in those things that seemed so important to me at one time now have no real value at all. Most people my age don't seem to have this care.... I must confess that I am envious of that.... I have wrapped myself up so securely that it has become an issue for anyone to undo.

Honestly, I have to get back at the job... You know... the pure reason for my existence... lol But I promise that I will attempt to come up with something profound to write about next time. So for now, I suppose this was a good start.... Maybe just a sample of whats to come.